Repent, and surrender to Jesus!

You continue to deliberately ignore God's warnings, and recklessly live your life without fear of Him, and when His people speak of His salvation, wrath and mercy, you turn the deaf ear, and push those words out of your head and memory; because you would rather rely and trust in your own understanding. There will come a day when you will face the Most Holy God of Israel on judgement day, and you will painfully regret this decision. Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded. Be afflicted, and mourn, and weep: let your laughter be turned to mourning, and your joy to heaviness. Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up (Js 4:8-10). 

The more we surrender to God's perfect will, the more we are transformed into His image (2 Corinth 3:18). There is nothing worth pursuing outside of Christ! And ye are complete in him, which is the head of all principality and power: In whom also ye are circumcised with the circumcision made without hands, in putting off the body of the sins of the flesh by the circumcision of Christ: Buried with him in baptism, wherein also ye are risen with him through the faith of the operation of God, who hath raised him from the dead (Col 2:10-12).

As a new creation in Christ, your formal lifestyle, former friends, and former habits no longer consume you! It no longer gives you the desire to partake in your former activities because you are no longer the same person! And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God (Rom 12:2). Because it is written, Be ye holy; for I am holy (1 Pet 1:16).

I tell you this because I love you in Christ, and I will not flatter anyone to hell, but I will speak of the truth of the Gospel of Jesus Christ, and ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free (John 8:32). Please repent, and surrender to His perfect will! He is the ONLY ONE who can and will set you free, love and protect you! There is nothing outside of Christ worth pursuing!!